People don't listen to me. They never have. Even my husband doesn't from to time. I can say something and no one will even blink an eye or acknowledge the fact that I've said something. It's the most frustrating thing ever. It makes me feel so uninteresting. I think it's part of the reason why I've become so afraid to speak up sometimes, because I know that no one is going to care what I have to say. My opinion is dull, and uninteresting, and doesn't matter in the long scheme of things. No one will ever listen to what I have to say or put any weight in it anyway, so why should I? There are times when I just want to scream "fucking listen to me!!!" The only time in my life that I can remember ever really being heard was in high school. I think that is the one time that I had friends that really appreciated what I had to say and respected my opinion. It's probably why I'm still friends with them. Well, some of them.
How do I change that? How do I make people want to listen? How do I revive my confidence to a place where I feel comfortable expressing myself?
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