playboy.

Helped a friend try to purge some baggage from her life this weekend. And in the cleaning process we came across some real gems: 1968 playboys and a journal kept by a 14 year old boy, that started with the day that Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin landed on the moon. Those finds were probably worth the hours upon hours of garbage that we dug through to find them. Plus, it helped a friend get a step closer to some closure in her life. That alone was worth the dirt, grime and hard work.

dreams.

I've got a sink full of dirty dishes and I couldn't be happier. An amazing night with new friends.

Two nights ago all I wanted to do was curl up in a hole and stay there for a week. How do you control your dreams? Is it at all possible? My dreams have been haunting my sleep again. Every time I think that I'm moving on and life is getting easier these dreams attack me in the middle of the night and remind me that I'm still struggling with some emotions.

I've got a boy that I'm flirting with, I've got amazing friends both old and new and I'm looking forward to what's to come. Why do I have these dreams?

If I confront these emotions and say the things that I say in my dreams, will that make me feel better? I have a hard time believing that it will.

new friends.

I think I have some new friends. :)